So today I did a little Facebook stalking lol, I have to laugh at myself sometimes but anyway I stumbled up on my ex-husband and his new wife’s pages needless to say once I stumbled up on them I had to walk through curious minds want to know right? well maybe I shouldn’t say curious nosy just might be a better term. And as I was browsing through I experienced an unfamiliar feeling but very familiar, unfamiliar because I’ve never felt that feeling when looking at them. familiar because I felt that feeling a thousand times or more when I’ve had genuine joy in my heart for others. I especially felt that feeling when looking in her face and the smile she now carries and I know that that smile is from being genuinely happy, I know because I once carried it for the same man. but what really caught my eye are the moments that they’ve captured and shared with others. the things that he and I used to do. the things that I used to do for him and now she’s doing them.she would tell me I’m stupid for doing what a wife does and what she’ll never do. And maybe I was. But I must say today I felt proud because not only had she been in my life way too longSo today I did a little Facebook stalking lol, I have to laugh at myself sometimes but anyway I stumbled up on my ex-husband and his new wife’s pages needless to say once I stumbled up on them I had to walk through curious minds want to know right? well maybe I shouldn’t say curious nosy just might be a better term. And as I was browsing through I experienced an unfamiliar feeling but very familiar, unfamiliar because I’ve never felt that feeling when looking at them. familiar because I felt that feeling a thousand times or more when I’ve had genuine joy in my heart for others. I especially felt that feeling when looking in her face and the smile she now carries and I know that that smile is from being genuinely happy, I know because I once carried it for the same man. but what really caught my eye are the moments that they’ve captured and shared with others. the things that he and I used to do. the things that I used to do for him and now she’s doing them.she would tell me I’m stupid for doing what a wife does and what she’ll never do. And maybe I was. But I must say today I felt proud because not only had she been in my life way too long over 10 years she was taking notes and learning how to do the things that he want done , I can except that these are things that he wanted he just didn’t want them from me. Today I can except that with a smile and a joyful heart . Because As I look at them I know that they truly belong together. Sometimes we have to thank God for the unanswered prayers.
There’s more to come
Hope To Heal 